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Hello, long term lurker, first time poster. I have to tell someone this because it's been eating at me and I can't tell anyone else about in real life, not even my best friend.
About two years ago, I was dating this guy, I'm gonna call Shane for simplicity. Shane was 26 and really sweet, one of the nicest guys I have ever dated. There was a lot to like about him (good looking, in shape, had the same style of humor and hobbies as me, a great career, his own place in a nice city, etc) and I really, truly, loved him at one point. However, there was one thing I did not like about him and that was his consumption of porn. Even when I asked him to stop watching porn, he couldn't stop for more than a few days before he was back at it again. He would do it because he claimed he needed it to relax and go to sleep. He wouldn't watch porn whenever I visited him, but whenever I wasn't there, he would. I could always tell when he was watching porn because he would, out of the blue, start sending me a ton of super sexual text messages, and wouldn't stop until he came. He would spend hours trying to find the "perfect" video to get off to. His porn addiction was really bad.
Anyway, his sexual appetite was not just limited to porn, he wanted to have s*x and do sexual stuff all the time whenever we were together. I didn't mind that he wanted to have s*x a lot, especially since he was good at making sure my own needs were met (lol) but what annoyed me was him always wanting to try new kinky stuff. Some stuff I agreed to, like wearing a choker or thigh high heels, but other stuff I refused, like him wanting me to put anything in my butt. If I had been wiser to what I know now, I would have dumped him right when I realized he was addicted to porn. Unfortunately, at the time, I thought all guys watched a ton of porn and that this was "normal". Besides, I really cared for him and loved him at the time, so I mostly let his pestering slide. Besides, it was easy to forgive and forget because once I said "no", he would drop it and wouldn't ask again until a week or so later.
One day, he asked me again if he could do butt related stuff, to which I again said no. This time, instead of just dropping it, he persisted and tried to convince me. He showed me articles from real women that claim to love anal s*x. He showed me porn links of women who were loving it, he promised me he would go slow, be gentle, and that we could work our way up to it with buttplugs. I was disgusted with this and annoyed that he wouldn't drop the subject, so I told him I'd agree to have anal s*x but only if he let me peg him first. I figured he would say no, but he said alright, he would let me peg him. He then dropped the subject.
I thought he was only joking and forgot all about it, until two weeks or so later when I went to his house, he showed me that he had bought a harness and dildo for pegging. I was horrified and told him I didn't think he was serious. But he was. He was dead serious, and worse, he looked excited. I remember telling him, "Shane, I'm not fricking you in the butt." and him looking hurt. He said that he thought I was serious when I offered to peg him, and he was willing to be vulnerable with me in order to prove how much he trusted me. He said he wouldn't even expect me to let him frick me in the butt if I pegged him.
To make a long story short, he did convince me to peg him. I did not want to do it, but a part of me hoped that he would see that it was painful and then he wouldn't want to pursue it anymore. Unfortunately, I hadn't known it at the time, but Shane had been doing anal play on himself with toys long before we had started dating, so basically this was not at all painful for him, and he was really into it.
Me? I was so turned off. I had never understood what people meant when they said their partner did something that gave them the "ick" and then suddenly they fell completely out of love with them. That sounded hard to believe; how could anyone simply cease to stop loving someone instantly over something relatively minor? And yet that is exactly what happened to me. As I watched his face and listened to him getting off to this, something in me snapped, and I instantly found him repulsive. I suddenly no longer had any feelings for him and made up my mind right then and there to dump him later.
I don't know how long I fricked Shane in his butt, maybe 10 minutes? But I had to stop, not only because it was so cringe and such a turn off, but because fricking someone with a strap on is actually a lot of work, especially when you're not used to it. I made some excuse to Shane in order to go home. I lied to him when he texted me asking if I liked it. I should have been honest and said "No, Shane, you looked stupid, and I felt disgusted." but I didn't want to be mean. Even though I was no longer in love with him anymore, I felt it would be too cruel to shame a man when it comes to s*x. They're very sensitive about that stuff.
Over the next couple of weeks, things were awkward, I kept making excuses to stay busy and distant. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore and bluntly dumped him via text. I made a dumb excuse about me having too much going on in my life and that I needed to work on me. He was absolutely heart broken and tried several times for months to win me back, even buying me lots of gifts and writing me long love letters. He even stopped watching porn for 3 whole weeks and said he'd give it up for good. I felt kind of bad but every time I'd start to feel bad, I'd have that image of him laying back on the bed, being penetrated by me, and I would instantly feel nothing but contempt.
Why am I sharing this with rDrama? Because, everyone loved Shane and to this day people don't understand why I broke up with him. Everyone thought he was perfect for me, that he was a great catch and would have made the perfect husband. I get annoyed whenever the subject comes up, because I can't be honest. I can't say "Shane was a disgusting porn addict!" or "I fricked Shane in his hairy butthole and he looked so emasculated in that position!". I have to give some half-butt excuse that we had "different life goals" or whatever. People will then pester me and ask me why it couldn't have worked out. Part of me doesn't want to be honest with them because it's embarrassing, but the other part of me worries if some of my friends won't try to convince me that being into porn and anal s*x is good, actually, and that I should stop being a prude.
The other reason I'm posting this is because I haven't found another guy that was as good as Shane. Every guy I've dated since Shane has been meh. It makes me angry that Shane was perfect in just about every way, except his porn habits. Why did he have to be such a freak? We could be married by now if he hadn't been such a coomer.
Anyway, that's my vent. I hope this can serve as a warning to other women, if your boyfriend says he wants to be pegged, DO NOT ACCEPT THE OFFER! YOU WILL NEVER LOOK AT HIM THE SAME WAY!
when they might be held responsible for him chimping out and nearly killing a woman.
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You may remember the case of Brendan Depa, who knocked unconscious teacher's aid Joan Naydich, then attempted to beat her to death.
Naturally, his attorneys have filed a lawsuit against the district, alleging that staff ignored Brendan's special needs and are themselves responsible for his violent outburst.
If you want the details, you can read more at FlaglerLive or ABC Action News.
I am reminded of how poorly my state regards the safety and education of everyone but a handful of special needs children. Anyone with an IEP is allowed to beat other children and staff, destroy classrooms, and bring all instruction to a crashing halt. Discipline is ruled by optics, rather than common sense, If we complain, we are told that we simply aren't doing enough to meet the needs of our special needs students.
Because the needs of the other people in our building do not matter.
I feel like most people in this thread didn't actually read either of the articles. The first one paints a pretty darning picture for the school district, who seemed to ignore every recommendation from the kid's previous psychologists and the group home he came from, and dragged their feet in creating an IEP for him. If they can't accommodate his needs, then they need to take steps to find a better placement for him, and it sounds like they weren't doing any of that.
It doesn't at all excuse his behavior, or the attack. He's still being held accountable for that, and rightfully so. But the district and the school fricked up too, and hopefully this forces them to change the way they do things.
It entirely excuses his behavior. That big r-slur didn't want to be in school, and doubly didn't want to be in gen pop. Admins and teachers forced him to be and shrugged off all the documentation saying he should not be there, because after all what's a kid gonna do?
If that defense motion is true I'm 100% on the students side here.
The psychologist said he was aggressive and acted without thinking with extreme mood swings. Parents provided detailed psychological reports from when he spent a year in a residential facility, a representative from the facility came to his IEP meeting and detailed violent behavior that required 4 staff to physically restrain him, his IEP listed only task refusal?!
He didn't even live at home but in a residential facilities because parents couldn't physically care for him.
After this school admin threw him in general education with an untrained aide? Then after repeated escalating violence he was given random days of out of school suspension? Not going back to staying at the facility at βhomeβ until a more appropriate placement was found.
Yea I'm on his side here. Everyone said he was violent and the school decided to let him just continue without putting him in a more restrictive environment. This should go to the CSE chair for negligence.
Yup. School knew darn well what he was and just swept it under the rug because it was easier than dealing with it, the way they do with most problems.
Nonsense. This thug got plenty of "behavioral therapy" in the group home and he still assaulted other people 10 times there before he was moved to the public school.
The only "therapy" that will help this monster is heavy doses of valium that make him sleep day long. THAT is the cure for his violence, not singing songs and holding hands in a circle.
Shocked this stayed up in teachers.
STOP letting these kids in public schools. This is why parents are pulling their children out of public schools at alarming rates, because they're in direct contact with these animals that can kill them (but it's okay, they got an IEP so their needs are more important than any average student's)
The only people who wanted him in school were the admins and teachers! Everyone else saw this boy for what he is and wanted him in some sort of mental health facility.
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Not an Astarion fan myself, but I thought he hated this part of himself?
LONGASS Update: So, there has been a very polarised response to this comment:
Astarion fans have taken the time to inform me about the deep and awful meaning of this symbol. Which was polite, incredibly appreciated, and full of references. It was some amazing conversation and I am very grateful for your sharing the knowledge on the lore.
The vast crowds of seething opposition to anyone who finds this ink distasteful, have gone absolutely feral in attacking me for even asking, and even more so for forming an opinion.
Based on the responses, and the calibre of people from both groups, I certainly stand with those who find this tattoo disgusting. Because to me: it is. It is a symbol of Cazador's malice, and also symbolises the suffering and agony of a beloved character, as well as thousands of others enslaved.
To those defending this ink by attacking me: All your bullying and frothing and rudeness and personal attacks have only cemented my opinion, rather than changing it. You have offered nothing constructive or informative, and have just lashed out emotionally. This speaks very poorly of the group of people who defend this ink, and has only reinforced my decision that this is a horrible tattoo. I am also now incredibly wary of anyone who actually thinks it's okay, as you all seem very young, emotionally immature, and full of possibly just awful people. It's actually very disappointing to see your inability to have a civil conversation with someone who just has a differing opinion to you, incredibly disturbing.
I have never once attacked OP, just commented on how I find this ink gross. Because I do. And using this as an excuse to bully me is really quite sad. I'm grateful for everyone who jumped in to defend me, and defend my right to an opinion. You have no idea how deeply grateful I am for you.
I'm not answering any more comments here, and won't be even getting the notifications, so to those still looking to attack me: don't bother trying. You're screeching into a void.
This tattoo is disgusting. It represents something disgusting. And that is my opinion, and I am allowed to have it. Just like OP is allowed to have theirs.
If that triggers you, then that's a you problem and I recommend addressing it with yourself, rather than lashing out at me.
Very deeply disappointed in this fanbase, excluding those rare few who took the time to make informed, helpful, and useful comments. You are the real heroes, and I hope your paths lead you to many treasures in life, because you have been a wonderful treasure in mine.
TLDR: you have all demonstrated that Astarion fans finding this ink awful are treasures, slave scar defenders are utterly feral. Your comments won't be read so anything you reply with is just hollering into a void.
(On my phone so I apologise for lack of formatting - its just a wall of text, yuck)
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difficulty games, kicks other players before - 8
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I have Lupus
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I walked 20 miles 
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He was hyped for spring counteroffensive was telling how leopards are going destroy Russian and etc
Of course talks about morals while having picture of his child on avi and simps for literally whores 
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